MIDNIGHT CALLS
it sucks, okays?
been getting midnight calls for the past few weeks, WEEKS and NOT DAYS!
i don`t know which idiot go and spread my number, fuck to you
if i know who did this, im gonna BANG BANG your head on the wall
after that it will be MY turn to spread your number
IMMATURED IDIOT, seriously nothing better to do, go and play yourself

TODAY.
i became a GOOD GIRL
i stayed at home :D
i didn`t went out with anyone,
i cancelled all appointments,
i declined all invitations
SORRY peepos D:
not in the mood to go out, feel like staying at home

and i din`t laze around
i STUDY!
finally i touch my books!
finish up ol assignments and homeworks
been going out during the holidays
so today is my chance to do what im supposed to do
im supposed to be MUGGHING HARD during the holidays but there i am, out there, enjoying myself
i know i shouldn`t be doing this, gah!
i ONLY STUDY HISTORY and MATHS
left with CHEMISTRY, PHYSICS, SOCIAL STUDIES
and i want to STUDY MALAY!
but how? what to study?
my malay SUCKS!
other peepo malay is IMPROVING but MINE?! DEPROVING.
what the hell!
wawa, YOU`RE a MALAY but YOU`RE MALAY SUCKS, what is this?!
what happened?!
i don`t know D:

im NOT in the MOOD to BLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOG!


my smiles and laughter are FAKE?
don`t you notice that?
i FORCE myself
nobody notice it, friends, family
all the same!
except for a few
im suffering it ol alone
i need someone to cheer me up
make "them" a REAL one
im tired of the fakes

♥