i still went out with yusof yesterday & he only confirmed with me on the day itself, in the afternoon, saying that he's going to meet me at woodlands mrt at 2pm. he's sucha an arseole for informing me last minute, i swear im not going to make any plans to go out with him again. another thing, he said he is going to treat me, but he didn't. inilah dinamekan janji melayu, tak pernah menepati janji2 mereka.

so as usual, i was late. i made him waited for almost an hour. served you right, thats the punishment for telling me last minute plan. upon reaching, we head to the cinema to so called booked the tickets, STEP UP 2 : the streets. out of cp and went over to meetup at his friend's crib which is just nearby. we headed back to cp, together with his friend, half an hour before it starts. when the movie ended, we went to eat, wherelse but you guys fave fastfood, ljs. im so sick of ljs. when i went out with this person, ljs, that person, ljs, everytime, ljs, ljs, ljs, can i have something else? like bk? or pizza? pastamania? or maybe swensens? you pay. afterwhich, i followed him back to his crib and slack there for awhile. out from his crib around 9 plus and cabbed home. definitely, he was the one paying for it
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two straight days i went out & two straight days too, i've been getting home "late". curretly, im feeling sleepy & lethargic. schools re-opening soon & i gotta get plenty of rest or else when school starts, i'll be feeling extremely lethargic every single day.

it's been a hell fucking long time sinced dya&i postponed this thang ; to buy our long awaited art materials. after the friday prayers, me&dya together with syakir went to art friend at bras basah complex. upon reaching, we quickly searched for the stuffs that we wanted and fuck, i really hard a hard time deciding on which and which to buy as my budget was tight. i could only afford to spend max 10bucks as i had forgotten to ask dearest momma for extra money. during the search, dya&syakir started comlaining of hunger & their stomachs were rumbling. after everything was done, we quickly made our way to the nearest fastfood restaurants.

on the way there, there was this crowd which caught our attention, in the middle, there was this painter who was painting. first look, i thought he must be some street painter and maybe he's out here to be an attention seeker. we stood there like some idiots looking at him painting. after a few minutes, i realised that there's nothing on the canvas. there was this group of people at the side saying that there's a painting of this and that and that on the canvas when there's actually nothing! almost everyone could see except for some of us. i personally think that the comments they gave " yeah, i can see, i can see " were damn sarcastic and i was right. when everything ended, everyone went on seperate ways. suddenly there was this group which we saw earlier at the crowd asking us to approach towards them. it is said that they were actually on a mission, the painter including them was all in this together, out to fooled us. i was RIGHT! there was this buyer who bought the blank canvas and a piece of artwork from the painter for 700bucks. 700bucks! i could buy a new handphone and psp *gosh* the buyer too was in this thang too.

afterwhich, we head to marina square and had our lunch-cum-dinner at bk. we were happily eating, talking cock, gossiping and laughing out loud like nobodys business when i realised it was already almost to 7. then we head to esplanade, raffles place, started to camwhored and head back home. i effing hate long mrt rides, shouldn't have taken through the red line and reached home almost to 9.

currently, im so fucking pissed off. they actually celebrated my grandmother birthday when i wasn't around just now, how unfair! and fuck, fuck, fuck, i totally forgot to find for her a birthday present when i went out. she said she dosen't want any presents, all that she ask for is for me to mend my ways/behaviour and be a better person. my uncle was the one who bought the cake and foods. can't you just celebrate it on the day itself, which is tomorrow?! i hope that there will be a proper celebration for grandma's birthday again together with dearest brother birthday, which is next week.

and in advance, i would like to wish dearest beloved grandmother, HAPPY 60th BIRTHDAY :] i always say "i hate you", scold vulgarities and stuffs towards her. im very sorry. i know i've been an ill-bred granddaughter. the truth is, i do love her, very much. when she falls sick, i will always get worried because im afraid that she will go, i don't want her to go. i want her to see the process of me growing up. i just wish that she will live up to 90plus like my dearest beloved grandfather.

pictures : theres more but i just can't be bothered to update everything, so here are some

all in all, i had a wonderful time today, be it with family or friends. thanks for making me laugh like some mad woman :] and for now, im off to bed, goodnight darlings

*ergh* stupid aches are everywhere