currently : msning with dearest wik and idk what's got into her, she's been crazying all the way & the way she talk, undescribeable _!_
she's acting super super weird. wik, i know you will be reading this : YOU'VE BEEN ACTING LIKE A WEIRDO ALL ALONG, you know that?! :D

my first two days of holiday, spending most of the time with dearest, let's name him M.R
(i can't revealed his name here because he dosen't allowed me too :( saddening, awww. WHATEVER! haha.)
just one thing : he used to be my boyfriend, easy say he's my ex, i did mentioned about him before in my blog
it's been a long time sinced i contacted him as i was attached back then, now im single, no problem
soon my prepaid card will be low very soon like before, thanks to him! oh well, he said he'll topup for me :D so no worrys
so yes, spend most of my afternoon with him, we didn't go anywhere like hitting town or chilling at rooftops or whatevershit, instead he came down to my neighbourhood, hang out together & eating at his one fave coffee shop ( so low class but oh wells, who cares! as long as its you're the one who treat me), so much so that he revealed a secret which he had kept for so long till now. shocking piece.
move on ( you don't have to know :) )
he had to go off early as he had to meetup with his friend and send his bike for repair (pity your baby, must takecare well of your hot hot darling baby, you've only used it for a few months) and that's for today

yesterday i did meetup with him too for the very first time sinced i contacted him back. i got nothing on yesterday, so i stayed at home and went online. i was busy chatting and surfing stuff when i received a call from him
i didn't intend to pick up that call because my prepaid going low but he kept calling
so i picked up and he was like, " WHERE ARE YOU?! IM IN TROUBLE, CAN YOU COME DOWN?!" he was like panic-ing and sounded freaking scared
so as a good friend, i changed and rushed out of home, met him up at JE entertainment. as soon as i saw him, i began to ask lots and lots of questions & he only replied this to me " actually right, you've been tricked, im bored and all alone outside. if i didn't do this, you wouldn't have come down, would you? *laughs* " at that point of time i was freaking "hot" and started scolding vulgarities at him but all he did was to smile
_!_ :this is for you arseole and because of you doing that, i even had to lied to my mother, thanks uh!

supposingly, my plan today was to meetup with wani (uh that biatch) but last minute she texted me up saying she's unable to meet because of a fucking guy.
you're making me "hot" biatch & im seriously fucking pissed off with you! this isn't the very first, second or third time bitch, it's been lots and lots of time you did this to me. you're asking me to be understanding, understanding?! haven't i been understanding enough all this while, well i did! it's just you! putting your friend aside the moment you hear news about your boyfriend, uh! you're dumb. the day you broke up with your boyfriend, that would be the happiest day for me for you. i'll be standing there laughing at you while you're there crying miserabely, i hope that day would come very soon. so you rather put your boyfriend which you have only know for a few months and takecare of his feelings rather than me , which you've known for almost 5 years, 5 years mind you! i have feelings too okay! it's this what you call friend? you think by saying sorry & postponing our date will be enough? NO! since you want stuff to be like this, can, just don't come back searching for me, i won't be there for you when you need me.

guess what? i gotta stop now, M.R is on the line with me & im asking him to hold the line
goodbye & goodnight readers :)