FYI PEOPLE -
im feeling fucking gay that's why i decided to post this & let everyone know
about me & boyfriend, we're officially over yesterday & i have no regrets about it
im just sad about one thing, i save alot of money to topup my prepaid card just for you *ROARS* i have no more hubby , BYE UH _!_

to you : if you're reading this, i just want you to know, thanks eh! you ruin my life for 1 year & 21months, being with you was sucha waste of time, i should have let go of you long time ago, but why didn't i? because i still love you. i feel like im the fooliest girl. you're sucha a dumbass! oh, remember i once mention that i believe in karma? you'll soon get yours for doing this to me, don't later come back begging me, arse ole. whatever im saying in this post, i won't delete it, if you're not happy, don't come to my blog, who the hell ask you to come here, i didn't!? dumb.

stuffs that has been given from you, i've thrown it away, remember you said " don't hate me, because i won't hate you & atleast i still keep your photo" i will hate you to the core now, fucking hate you fucker & i've burnt every picture of you with/without me in it, i will soon erase the memory of us out of my fucking mind

i finally regained my freedom! i can meet anybody without any guilt, i can do whatever i want, i can go out with my darlings anytime, anywhere & get back home by anytime, there's no one to tell me no, or who i should and should not be hanging out with, no one to say who is good for me and who is not, everything, I DECIDE! lastly, it's been a long time i had that urge but i just can't do it because of you and that is to SMOKE! hahahaha. i can smoke freely without any one controlling it! dearest wik, i'll soon be joining you :) and dearest QISfam, i'll soon be a part of you babes that is to be independent, living in life without guys.im sick living in this world with guys like you! i've seen enough and im prepared to die, im better off dead, right?
eh mas selamat, come and capture me, i want to be with you. let's cooperate together & bomb that fucker _!_

i just want to mention one last thing :
THANKS MY GIRLFRIEND(s) & BOYFRIEND(s)
you're there when im down and need someone by my side badly. your silly jokes or should i say stupid jokes make my day. im trying my very best to be happy like you people. indeed im very happy now, just that my heart still hurts but not too much. its too sudden.

i'll get over it pretty soon :)