and in spite of the way i love your touch
you know its gonna be better for both of us
it hurts like hell but i got to try
you already know the reason why
so no matter whos right or wrong
i think its finally time that im moving on

mama and i had a slow talk last night, thanks to azhar, he went up to mama and told what happened. she then went to told my grandma and this morning, grandma made a confession to me which shocked me, very. i didn't expect her to be like that, " thank god"

i had a breakdown in school this morning, before the first period. i cried, again. sweets, i don't ask for much, i just want ONE thing from you guys, that's all. HAPPINESS ; to make me happy & lots of happiness filled around me. thanks for understanding my situation. you guys are the only people whom i can depend on now. sorry for making you guys feel guilty.

its been two days without him and i'll be much stronger as each day goes by, sooner or later he's out of my mind! and that point of time, you'll know im over this monkey love. everytime when he comes to my mind, i will keep repeating this : I LOVE SB :D
while thinking of his sweet, sweet smile & VOWALA! *BOOSH* he's gone!

certain people takes a very long time to forget someone, so am i but i'll try my very best to forget that someone asap because the sooner i do that, the sooner i can move on and for now, bit by bit, im moving on with life as per normal, and all the credits goes to : DEAREST FRIENDS
im very thankful to have friends like you, luckly i didn't head the advise that he says
FRIENDS ARE MUCH MORE IMPORTANT THAT BOYFRIENDS

starting next week onwards will be the march holidays and i've not made any plans. im going out for sure! and im going to mug too! *ROARS* i don't wish to rot at home on every holiday. i did made some plans with dyaB, yusof & wani. i wanna have a group outing, like how we used to do, can? please? i'll miss my babes & dudes. so much of KECHONESS, planning is on the way