i tell you im going f mad because of you. you're sharpening my heart again, there's already a whole half gone. can't you see or sense that my heart is bleeding? im sick again. not sick, not tired, just going backwards. im going to leave the Highway of Love soon because im unable to endure it. it's two days away to our 2nd monthsary but yet you're still nowhere in sight. i've been going around in circles all this while & the relationship is not getting anywhere. you left me once but this time will be the last time.

the laughter, tears, arguments, touching words, the calls, conversations till 2-4am in the morning, the times when we were feeling -----, weird dreams we had about each other, when you knew how to put a smile on my face, made me feel loved, failed to touch me, made me happy. you were the only one that i could tell everything to, you were the one that was always there. do you have any idea how tired i am of everything, of feeling this way, thinking about you, crying over you, wasting my time, making p.romises, keeping commitment?

so my conscience said , " slap yourself, what are you waiting for? move on without him "

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im having my best laughs now. i was right in saying " i absolutely believe in karma & you'll get your retribution one day " ain't i? what goes around, comes around my dear girl. you're suffering now aren't you? that should teach you a lesson not to interfere & being a cheap woman. be miserable now, slut.