dear diary, lemme tell you about my story. i feel that it's rather sad.

i don't know if this is right or wrong. we had an "argument" recently & now we're not on talking terms. all i want is for everything to be in the right place & everyone being happy. is that too much to ask for? she told me that she is my friend & yet i got treated like this by her. sometimes, i just felt that i was being used. i feel so left out. who was there everytime she needed someone to be with when there's no one around her? should i make the first move & apologize, when i did nothing wrong? maybe to her this maybe stupid & a small matter but hey, she hurt my feelings, okay?! i won't ignore anyone without any reasons. angry is not the exactly the right word. i don't know what im supposed to do now. confusion is all over me. this is how i feel about our friendship since the FIRST argument

P/S: i still NEED a friend like you