i texted boyfriend early in the morning, wishing him a happy 2nd monthsary but there wasn't any replies. i even tried calling him up but failed to get through. wherever you're baby, i just want to know, you're still my other half & i love you. i hope you're still alive, safe & sound.

everytime my phone rings, i keep checking if its your number that will appear. i keep checking if its your text i receive. im not gonna lie to myself. i can't keep lying, i ain't strong but i have to be. no matter how fragile i am, i still have to live, without you beside me, without having felt your touch again, without having see your smile again. i wished for you to never walk away, to never leave, to always be here for me. it's impossible. 14 days of being disconnected with you & im still praying for your homecoming. i musn't breakdown, i have to pull through this tears & pain. i must. i believe i will make it through. just let me have the faith.

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after school, i cab-ed home because i was rushing for time. met falah first but i was late. afterwhich, we trained down to Novena & met turhana there. we were supposed to go & visit an old friend who had just met with an accident at Tan Tock Seng but guess what when we reach her ward. Lela , the patient , wasn't at her bed & i had the feeling that she has alr been discharged & I WAS RIGHT! turhana tried calling Said, the informer of this whole thang but couldn't get through so we tried asking the staff there & they said that she was alr discharged. dissapointed enough. i was looking forward to see her & her condition. at that point of time, i felt that it was just a wasted trip but i was wrong ...

we went over to Velocity & had lunch at LJS. we did alot of catching up on each others life. after 3 going 4 years seperated, now we're back together, i hope this will last. i also got alot of information on the others who wasn't there through turhana. she has been contacting with the others, alot. eventhough, she migrate to Malaysia for a year & so, yet she could still keep in touch with the rest. afterwhich, we went window-shopping for awhile but yet while walking, we still talk about our past & that goes on & on, even in the train, the journey home, we were still on it. this thang will be continued on monday because we're meeting again (!!) we're going studying together. how awhhhsome :D im looking forward to it!

i spent my 2 months with falah & turhana. weird but true. thanks you guys : D