isn't this a little too late? im not sad with you but im sad for all the time i had to waste after i learned the truth. your heart is in the place where i no longer wanna be. i knew, there'd be a day where you'll be set free because im always being sick & tired. your love isn't fair & my dreams won't happened in reality because they are fairytales & fantasy that were torn apart. somewhere along the way, i've lost my piece of mind. my brain is so wired & my eyes are so tired. did i just hear someone tell a lie? did i hear someone's distant cry? you destroyed me with a cry while i was sleeping. im sick of love that never lasts - this kind of love i'm so sick of. i see couples in the window, i watch them till they are gone & they leave me hanging. im love sick. sometimes the silence can lead me thinking, are you true? i think of you & wonder. i'd give anything to be with you. im sick of love, i wish i'd never met you & i'm trying to forget you.

first & foremost, i would like to wish ..

NURSAHEERA ZEE , HAPPY SWEET 16th BIRTHDAY!

this is supposed to be yesterday but nevermind, at least, i still wish her on her birthday itself & its a waste you weren't present in school on "your day" . i hope dearest little finger of yours recover & get well, soon! enjoy darling!

both fatin & eera are back in school today :) welcome back, ORIX(S)! hohoho.

good news! after this, i don't have to stay back in school everyday anymore because my batik coursework is almost done. next meeting with mr rahim will be the ironing of the batik & afterwhich, i can wrap it alr! i even plan to complete the 5 boards by this week, which i think, i can't because there will be family gathering this weekend *yayee* we will be celebrating auntie's 30th birthday as well. i still haven't got any gifts for her, shall get it over & done with tml.

* mine batik - i know, its UGLY, right?! so SHUTUP! comments disallowed.


oh shiat! i have piles of homework waiting for me to get it done. there are English, Maths, Chemistry & especially Mother Tongue which i've been delaying it for a long time. it was given before school close for the June holiday & i can't believe, it is still not yet completed. thats not all, i still have to revise for my upcoming tests & prelims which is next month. oh well, i can only blame myself for getting distracted by the internet & hogging on to the pc for hours & hours.

i think, i should go & get some rest now :)