friend : next week is alr N level, have you studied?
me : FOR REAL? (referring to the N level) no.
friend : duh! * giving me the -_- look *
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teacher : you people, next week is alr your N & you're still slacking, sleeping during exams blah blah blah ..
alep : WHAT? N LEVEL NEXT WEEK?
me : ahh, duhh!
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infact, the first paper is less than a week & im not prepared yet. im not kidding, you'll see me happy-go-lucky-ing with the no-worried-face in school, everyday. proof? from the prepatory exam that we had just now. im supposed to be studying & mugging for SS last weekend but i didn't because i was sick. as a result, during SS just now, i didn't do anything. either i was busy sleeping or joking with the people around me. nono, not only me, but the whole lot of 4N2. i can see Mr Pandian shaking his head as well as Ms Yee who didn't even bother to push, forced us to do. same goes for English, for the first half an hour, everyone was quiet & did their papers but after Mr Mazlee step out of the class, everyone turns into a devil ; do the stuff that we always do. for the next few days, will be the same too, i guess.

im still hackcare-ing with studies, how to get promoted to sec 5 this way?! if this goes on, i think i'll just have to forget about going to sec 5 & continue studying at ITE which likely will happen. i don't have any confidence & there's nothing to motivate me to study, howww? *sighs*

its making me stress! blame the goverment.. blame the goverment..

ps: teachers day, this friday. W & U will be coming down to school, i think. pray for me, IMT! *smile widely*