he managed to cool down after sometime & talk things out in a nice kinda way. after sorting out things, misunderstandings between us last night, we're still friends. things may not be the same like before but at least we're alright now.

im still in the process of healing & sometimes, i just break down. crying dosen't help & bring back things but it sure feels good to let it out. there is no point waiting for someone who dosen't appreciate you. i don't see why you should make yourself an unhappy person & continue staying with someone who dosen't want you.

i cried silently in class just now. i was reminiscing the past & how my heart got broken for so many times within a year. from that darling jerk of used-to-be-mine & now my pillar of strength who went hiding again. i've yet to figured out why but it seems that i've been screwing up all my recent relationship(s). i don't wish to get heartbroken again & hurt any soul labelled, guy. that explains why i've been avoiding you Epit. after maman went missing, you were the one who has always made my day. thanks for that but i just can't bring myself to layan (idk what's that in english) *YOU GUYS* anymore. that applys to you too, NEHHHBRO.

for the first time, i enjoyed History lesson simply because i spent an hour plus hearing story-telling from girlfriend & how she's enjoying life right now. jealous it may seems but still, im happy for her. go on girl, you have my support! if owl dare to hurt you in whatever ways, do inform me cause im gonna lenyek him & turn him to a penyek owl. one more thing, stop thinking of giving him up after the two-year-plus waiting(?). psst, bring it to the next level, baby :)


just remember it is a transition phase and everyone can get over it.