heartpain after heartpain.

yesterday's heartpain not yet healed. im not mad, just sad with you. guys will always be guys. one after another kept proving me wrong. good guys dosen't exist anymore. i keep telling myself - there is still good guys around, only that they're still hidden or stucked somewhere but yet *YOU GUYS* keep proving me wrong. *YOU GUYS* keep behaving like jerks. 8 years apart of me - you're nomore a child, you're alr a matured man for goodness sake, please behave like one. continue behaving like this & i tell you, i will ignore you totally! mark my words. im giving you one last chance, you'd better treasure it.

i went to check my ATM balance money just now & guess what .. *HEARTPAINNNN!* momma really did it! she won't be transfering this month allowance just because i accidentally use up all her 300bucks in it. explanation after explanation, yet she still ignores it. i told her alr that im going to return her back all the 300bucks back by the end of next month but still .. *SEE WHAT HAPPEN* now i only have a pathetic one buck & idk how many cents left in my acc *SIGHS*

oh yes, i screwed up my papers. from mt to english to ss. there won't be anymore papers after today & the rest of the papers will only resume next week which means tml onwards, lessons resume as per normal *SIGHS* i was right in saying that prelims are going to very difficult *SEE WHAT HAPPEN!*

PS: i saw this hot hot hot stripey greenwhite guy at the bus interchange just now & i swear, i couldn't take my eyes off him. he was so fucking hot, no lie! *SMILES WIDELY, WIDER THAN USUAL*