im beginning to get sick. i feel like puking but nothing to puke. my head's dizzy & i feel weak all over. eyes are tired, nose is running & i have been sneezing non-stop. the worst is, my sore throat, im having trouble swallowing & breathing. i desperately need some medication & panadols has lost its effectiveness on me. i hate being sick & im not in the mood for any doctor. i hope to get well soon cause i hate this sick feeling. dear god, please help me.

i took a half-day leave on Thursday & i skipped school on Friday as well because the little migrane that attacked me on the Thursday morning had lead me to the condtition im in right now. i've been wasting & sleeping my day away eversince. whats more in this cold weather, i've been covering myself up with a thick blanket & my condition has worsen.

i wanted to apologize & explain things to NEHHHBRO but he wouldn't want to hear me. we're supposed to go out as planned last week either yesterday or today but i couldn't make it on both days because of the state im in right now. oh wells, its not his fault anyway, i didn't get the chance to tell him that IM SICK! maybe after he has cool down. what a waste, im missing all the fun that im supposed to have *sighs*

it seems that, i'll be spending my weekends rotting at home & lieing on my beatiful bed.

i have a phobia for love. once bitten, twice shy, i've to be extra careful now.