thank god its friday! * smiles widely * but im not looking forward for the weekend.

because im going to study & revise for the coming prelims, alone. its getting me crazy & i have to finish my 5 boards no matter what.

another hectic week.
teachers been drilling us with only TYS during lessons & it works, literally. prelims on monday & im so not prepared yet! but if we fail for prelims it will be alright, won't it? it won't be counted for Ns right? i can't wait to sit for Ns - idk why, i just have that feeling to go through it quickly. HOHOHO! this past few weeks has been a rather sad week for me & girlfriends - FRIENDSHIP problems. one after another fighting because of a small mis-understanding but there won't be any get-back-together for the guyfriends. unless they change their frigging behaviour & zip their big mouth, maybe i/we will consider to be friends with them again. if not, i won't allow any of my girlfriends to communicate with them until they've really really repent.

dheQIs. last year pic; we went break-fasting together at Bagus & we went to Geylang w/o eera because she's ____ & i went home in a druken state,rmb?
what happen to us? i won't be talking about this if one of you didn't bring out about this matter. where has the Qis gone to? where's kiwak? where's kiwek? where's kiwik? where's kiwuk? each of you are always busy with your own life *sighs* that includes me, of course. Qis, if you get the chance to read this : do you remember when's the last time the Qis went out together? it was when we went to Anand house & that wasn't even an outing. the last outing was celebrating wek's birthday, rmb? & when was that? 5 DECEMBER 2007. i hope, that you all will organise another outing AFTER N'S & enjoy ourself like the good old times. at the same time, we could also sort things out right? for now, just concentrate on studies & i hope that we will be promoted to sec 5 together.

imy, razman. i hope the private phonecalls i've received all this while, is from you.