two weeks of not updating & i've been putting the blog on hold ..

seriously, i've got alot of things to blog about but i just couldn't find the time to do so.. *sigh* something changed during the 2weeks-mia.. i guess, i did.. i don't really know. things have been better, much better after Bai came back into my life.

before i blog about anything, i would like to wish a belated birthday to all the September babies.
first of all, happy 5th birthday to Azhar which falls on the 11th of September. eventhough he just turned 5years old, he's been fasting full day sinced the first day of the fasting month & he will be rewarded by me if he managed to complete one whole month.COLLAGE OF AZHAR :)
next was, Bai's 20th birthday which falls on the 17th. YOU-MADE-MY-HEART-SMILE.
followed by, Nadiah's sweet 16th which falls on the 19th. sorry Nadiah, i couldn't turn up for your birthday celebration but no worrys, i've your present ready with me alr, rapist :)& lastly, happy birthday to Syakir who just turned 16th yesterday, 21st. im sorry because i actually forgot your birthday & don't forget to share your prezzies with me :D

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7 more days to Ns & i haven't start on my prepatory work for Art. great.. this is me, last minute. i know, im going to struggle & end up not doing anything. today is the last day of school but i didn't bother to came & i have self-declared holiday sinced the 18th ; the day where i got PUNK'D by NUR SAHEERA TAN. heart burning yet hilarious.

suprisingly, i was able to fell in love with Mr.Potato, again but it last for only a week & on the 13th, we went to breakfast together with him. ONE WORD : DISSAPOINTED thankyou to you people who fulfilled my wish on having pizzas for our breakfast, it was nice indeed but park wasn't the right place. i just find the breakfast-ing together was a mistake & i didn't enjoy every moment of it at all *SIGHS* on the 20th, which is the last Saturday, yaya, asha & i was supposed to Geylang together but end up only asha & i went. it was fun indeed & i did enjoy that outing but it could have been more fun with yaya around. what more with Inda sticking with me & the jokes that brighten up my day. ps : ASHA, YOU MADE ME LAUGH SO HARD & WHEN I GOT HOME, i got HICCUPS. we even bumped into Syed Azmir who looks like a "poch". i've made up my mind, this year Hari Raya gonna be different from the past few years, no more wearing malay traditional costumes instead im going to wear punjabi dress. i thought i'll be the only one wearing that in the family but auntie said she been wanting & planning that too *erghs* will be going down to Serangoon this Wednesday to get them. im so sexcited, can! :D im gonna get my hair done as well by the end of the week. howeverrr, im not looking forward for Hari Raya though because of Ns ; sucha spoiler.

3 more hours to breakfast & i can hear my sotmach starting to rumble *OMG?* currently, im craving for HOME-MADE PITA from WANEHHH. last week, she ask NEHHHBRO to send me one packet of her HOME-MADE PITA & after eating, i could sleep so well. i wonder what she had stuff inside & till now, i've been craving for it. one of these week, im going over to her house to breakfast together & im going to ask her to teach me how to make the wonderful pite. obviously, mine will taste better than hers! PS: yaya, FED EX me my Old Chang Kee before 630 :D

the 3 "friends" : peggy, tess & ella


" too cool .. for you "


Mitchie Torres: [in canoe] I don't think we're doing this right.
Shane Gray: What, you don't like going in circles?




"you're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing"

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CAMP ROCK was awesome! i loved it! Camp Rock is so much better than High School Musical. it was so fun & hilarious that i even wanted to jump into the tv. PS : i hope Camp Rock 2 would be even better

i love the Jonas Brother especially Joe Jonas. i also thought that Demi has a fantastic voice but was not a very good actress since she simply smiled the entire movie. i also find that Tess is meaner than Sharpay, right?! the only part i like in the movie was when Demi & Joe sat beside the lake or something & then Joe played " gotta find you " & neither of them realized he was actually singing about her. " i was like * omg * it's SHANE GRAY! & i *melted* upon hearing him singing that to her " He is so effing hot & i find him a charismatic guy that i can't help but hear the song over & over again.

overall, the movie was the best that disney channel has made :)

SCORPIO ; SEPTERMBER 06,2008
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LOOK WHAT IS SAYS!
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today you should trust your instincts when getting to know someone new. whether it's a positive feeling or perhaps a warning bell going off in your head, listen to what your inner voice is saying.
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means, follow your heart?

recently, i've been contacting back with him & only three person knows about it ; WANEHHH, MOMMA & OBFF. the shocking thang is, both WANEHHH & MOMMA asked me the same question " what does he want? you guys are back together alr? " except for wanehhh said it in a totally rude tone & i know why. i was like WHAT THE FUCK, OBVIOUSLY NO! its not that easy baby because the hatred feeling is still there & i can't bring myself to forgive him yet. this has affected my N level ; i couldn't concentrate & during all the papers, you were in my mind all the time *sighs* idk what i should do/ feel right now, all i wanted is for HIM to get out of my life as well as that biatch.

i just realised something. for the past few weeks, i've been spending most of my time with OBFF. thats a good sign :D at the same time, we're able to build back our broken friendship & i hope you still remember your p.romise you said earlier on.
* we will still keep in touch even after we've go on our seperate ways, even after we've used the walkeys *
dear OBFF, we've grown up together for _ years through laughter & tears & on this special day, i would like to wish to a most special friend, a happy birthday! eventhough the surprise for you didn't went on smoothly, still i hope you had enjoy your day. thankyour for all the past we had & the current we're in! ILYOBFF :)

dearest yaya just informed me, someone accused me of being a spammer at the sec 1 sarah blog * you people just wait * im so going to write an entry especially for no life kiddos like you! thankyou so much for the information girlfriend :) & i miss all those time going out with you, one day after Ns, okay? be happy always with sheedsheed *winks*

its only the fourth day.
three and almost a half day of fasting & now idk how many coming days im going to waste. thank you so much red monster, you came at the wrong time!

N levels just started & i feel that, ... Malay was easy, just easy, not = too easy as well as the LC eventhough its abit tricky. Same goes for English & SS was the killer. most of the topics that i studied for didn't came up, only one did but because i didn't understand that topic, i couldn't anwser my essay & SBQ was alright. thats about it, next few papers will be on the 29th onwards. thankgod! i still have time to do revisions.

sinced i couldn't fast, straight after school metup with OBFF to WM. together with Shahidah, we head to Shop&Save first because i wanted to buy Sushi, which i've been craving for idk how many days ago, for breaking my fast later on. next was to the library sinced we've nowhere to go & non of them wanted to head home straight. ber"puase" katekan.. *giggles* we were busy looking up names with meaning, critisizing celebrities even though its fasting month right now. bububut its not as if we were bitching about them, saying bad things, we were like " omg. if she didn't wear makeup, she'll look real ugly,right? .. oh, she's married? both divorce & now married. aren't they ashame " ah, stuff like that. i had a good laugh looking at Shahidah imitating the Susuk woman & i even video-ed it but she wouldn't lemme show it around so i woundn't be uploading it here but i will bluetooth it to everyone, FOR SURE :D till one of the Makciks sound-ed us with that, you know kinda tone " eh hello, nie library, tolong senyap sikit! " OMG. A MIDDLE-AGED LOOKING AUNTIE SAYING LIKE THAT DURING FASTING MONTH. if not because of the fasting month, i would have anwsered back at her, FOR SURE! eeee. just wait! if i see you again after the fasting month, im gonna get even with youuuu! muahahha!

2 & a half papers down & 3 & a half papers more to go *jiayou* tryna motivate myself -_-

1st day of fasting, thankgod, it was alright :) i managed to pass a day & i hope for the next coming 30days too

the day was spent with OBFF&_. we killed time by going over to Woodlands to study. No, not at Civic or anywhere comfy but at some blocks a few kms away from Causeway. it was hell i tell you, we had to climb a flight of stairs & walked quite a long distance. whats more, the both of them weren't walking but running, they walk superly duperly fast that's why i say, not walking but running *repeating repeating* i was left behind, alone, trying to catch up with them. hmmmph! sesungguhnyer aku tengah berpuase.. we didn't went there to study but to settle some conflicts. NO, we did study at first, for a few minutes afterwhich followed by exchanging grandma stories. close to 5 we walked off & trained back hom. didn't dropped by the bazaar just beside the mrt because _________. sorry boy, next time. i didn't know that we were going to Woodlands in the first place, i though Bishan :D

we had a feast for break-fasting. from left to right = food, top to bottom & center = food. *omg* but it was deli-cious! * im growinggggggg even _____ , thanks so much eh! *