SCORPIO ; SEPTERMBER 06,2008
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LOOK WHAT IS SAYS!
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today you should trust your instincts when getting to know someone new. whether it's a positive feeling or perhaps a warning bell going off in your head, listen to what your inner voice is saying.
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means, follow your heart?

recently, i've been contacting back with him & only three person knows about it ; WANEHHH, MOMMA & OBFF. the shocking thang is, both WANEHHH & MOMMA asked me the same question " what does he want? you guys are back together alr? " except for wanehhh said it in a totally rude tone & i know why. i was like WHAT THE FUCK, OBVIOUSLY NO! its not that easy baby because the hatred feeling is still there & i can't bring myself to forgive him yet. this has affected my N level ; i couldn't concentrate & during all the papers, you were in my mind all the time *sighs* idk what i should do/ feel right now, all i wanted is for HIM to get out of my life as well as that biatch.

i just realised something. for the past few weeks, i've been spending most of my time with OBFF. thats a good sign :D at the same time, we're able to build back our broken friendship & i hope you still remember your p.romise you said earlier on.
* we will still keep in touch even after we've go on our seperate ways, even after we've used the walkeys *
dear OBFF, we've grown up together for _ years through laughter & tears & on this special day, i would like to wish to a most special friend, a happy birthday! eventhough the surprise for you didn't went on smoothly, still i hope you had enjoy your day. thankyour for all the past we had & the current we're in! ILYOBFF :)

dearest yaya just informed me, someone accused me of being a spammer at the sec 1 sarah blog * you people just wait * im so going to write an entry especially for no life kiddos like you! thankyou so much for the information girlfriend :) & i miss all those time going out with you, one day after Ns, okay? be happy always with sheedsheed *winks*