i miss him dearly,
barely seen him lately,
wishing his doing alright,
study hard boy, remember me & i'll always watch over you
i sitll do love you many many!

i swear today, im the happiest girl alive
i hope that tml i'll still be here alive & kicking to see your sweet sweet smile
hoping that today will get over very soon & looking forward for tml

i went to school with dearest SB! we did not exactly planned to go together its just that we bumped on each other while otw. dearest friend told that i look so stress while with SB, indeed i am! idk what am i supposed to do. questions after questions running through my mind at that point of time. should i make the first move & start the convo? should i smile? or should i just keep queit & stone away? my choice was to act as per normal incase SB gets suspicious of me. so through out the journey, we went on silent mode
the great one of a bus ride to school!

i think he know, i think she know, i think SB know too & sooner or later, everyone will come to know about it. but there's nothing to be worried about, isn't this a normal thang? :D

i won't be blogging & coming here regularly
i'm going to miss internet uberly
for now, takecare sweets!

im sorry if my reactions & sayings towards you had hurt you. you know that i didn't meant it, i said all that in a moment of anger & because of you i became a moody papaya. sadly to say that my feeling towards you has faded. it is not as strong & as sweet as before.
maybe the reason is : i've got sick of you




today, art students of sex 4/5 NA went for a trip to national museum & NAFA! it was fucking great baby! but it wasn't as great as i thought it would be but but but the artworks there were bloody awesome! alot of walking around & viewing were done, went back & saw the greek costumes & some of them even tried it on, including MR AZHAR :D afterwhich, mr azhar brought us to artfriend at bras basah. unfortunately, i didn't bring extra money. oh wells! perhaps i'll be going down there again with DYAB! :D

we went to MARINA SQUARE & had our lunch-cum-dinner at LJS! not forgetting, NADHIRAH MAKE MY DAY with her sillyness :) hey nad, i hope you didn't take it to heart about just now? i had much laughter here & there thanks to you! :D

all in all, i had a great time under the sun with dearest teacher, MR AZHAR & dearest friends, dya,fatin,nadhirah,mizah,faiz,marco :D

im tired, too tired.
only two pictures below baby, saddening. fatin didn't post everything! ROARS

trip over love, you can get up
fall in love & you will fall forever
" would you, be my valentine, sweetheart? "

as you all know, today is valentine's day as well as friendship day :)
every 14th february, people from all over the world will be giving out candy,flowers& gifts that are exchanged between loved ones all in the name of st valentines. here i am, wishing every single one of you a happy valentine's day! even though im not celebrating it much

to : those who receive my gifts, im really really sorry to you guys because this is so called a last minute thang, so my gift to you guys wasn't so great what's more its a handmade ones. at least i gave it to you guys with sincerity & it's the thoughts that actually counts so i don't expect anything in return. a big thank you for the given gifts darls!

recess was a blast! it cheers me up a little bit. i managed to gave out all of them, perfectly in their hands even though there were alot of it & we ate our "tapau" for recess together
I LOVE EVERYONE : my bunch of walowalo!
& this afternoon, i'll be meeting yusof to pick up my gift under my block! yay!

i love you without knowing how, or when
i love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so i love you because i know no other way
than this: where i does no exist nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as i fall asleep

im very very happy indeed!

the only word that i could describe: alone
once in awhile, i avoid those noises, i could actually feel the peaceful enviroment sorrounding me :)

im so pissed off with susu for no valid reason. maybe P.M.S? not too sure. i think its because that feeling towards him is gone. my love has gone off.
because i'm so over
moving on, it's time
you never were a friend of mine
hurt at first, a little bit,
but no i'm so over, IM SO OVER IT!
he is like living in this own world & i find him 24/7 irritating with his stoink face!

MR.A, WELCOME BACK! :D
im glad you will be coming back in one piece. i missed you truckloads during your two-weeks-journey

PS: did you remember to get any gift for me? :) i hope you do beause im waiting patiently for it

& then again, welcome back!

one word for hubby : hatred
you know what bby? IM STILL HAVING MY DOUBTS ON YOU! the previous post that was written specially for you was just a bunch of "bullshit" get it?! i don't love you. my weakness : your sweet talkings, honey. the moment you sweet talk, my heart melts & i give in easily

PS: i wrote this in a moment of anger,the part about hubby is so not true! faker.

wik says : i don't want YOU anymore & i have become sewel

1 more day to valentines day!

To : Dearest hubby, Happy 21st Monthsary! & also i would like to tell you that i truly madly love you! Im looking forward to our 2 years anniversary, which is soon. We have gone through hard times together & you never fail to make me smile every single day even though im mad at you despite our fights & each other busy daily routines, we managed to stay together till now. For you are, THE BEST HUSBAND :D i love you & only you!

Im willing to do anything just to save our relationship from falling apart because i don't want to watch it go to waste just like that after what we have gone through all this while. Hubby, try being unfaithful towards me & do stuffs that i hate behind my back & you will know the consequences.

"what goes around,comes around"
i believe in destiny,i believe in karma,i believe in fate

to : Boyfriend stealer/snatcher,
whoever-you-are, any eveil intention of snatching him away from me, you should just forget it because i'll turn you upside down if you do! try me whore, i don't talk big this time, i will sure do it :) very.

For now, im far far far away in an island where there is no one except for you & me baby!