dear pretty boy, do you know that you've such a gorgeous smile? so much that i'm captivated by it. you know what's my greatest pleasure in life? it's when you stood behind me and sang a song; it's when you smiled at me saying goodbye when im leaving; it's when you're smiling away while looking at me. all this while.

it's been ages since i've such feelings. it's been ages since i last felt that i wanna belong to someone. it's been ages since i'm in love. i know, im in no position to like or even worse, love you. you're like dead gorgeous while im fugly. i do not only like your pretty face, but also your pretty character so much more. REALLY. i'd like to hold your hands again. i'd also like to sing a song for you, telling you that you had me smitten!

im taking back all my words now. i think im falling in love with you again
p/s: SEE GORGEOUS BOY AT MY MSN DISPLAY PICTURE :]

yesterday, had date study with dearest sha ♥ THANKS FOR TEACHING ME MATHS BABE! anybody can teach me combine humans and science? we'll do this group study every saturday alright?!afterwhich, head home. thought of self-study but upon reaching, wani called up and so we met at our usual place. so many story-tellings being shared, stuffs to catch up on and i feel great because we've patch up! bestfriend, IMYSM!

eventhough it's just a simple saturday, still, i loveeee it!

before i end, i just wanna tell all readers that I HAVE A PIECE OF GOOD NEWS which im unable to metion it here because some bitches may make a f* big fuss if they read and if you think im referring to you, too bad! KARMA for you baby! instantkarma to be exact.

THE - END - OF - THE - WEEK :]

when every sundays end, i'll be looking forward to every saturday because im starting to go out and not stay at home and rot on that very day, without fail :D

yesterdays sunday was a fabulous one. went out with MELANIE LAOGONG and KAI ZHONG. we actually planned to go WWW but kai zhong can't, planned again to go down to pasir ris beach but end up at escape. went together with 4T1 '07 chinese people. halfway, i went on silet because i was in pain and feeling dizzy. and i never ever want to ride the f* go-kart again, never! stupid. no worries laogong, all in all, i enjoyed it :] really. oh ya laogong, you babi babi! hahaha :D ( inside joke uh dumb! )

im going out on next saturday too! only this time round im not going out and enjoy myself but going for a group study wih anyone, as long as they can help me with my weak subjexts. there is only two weeks left to SA1 *struggles*

i think horoscopes are true and i believe in this word called "fate". tell me what i have experienced yesterday is NOT TRUE! tell me that, please :/ HE'S NOT "THE ONE" , definitely :/ impossible.


P/S: i just had my last one and after this , no more

i want to congratulate myself for being able to survive for one month without involving in any relationships or thinking back at you. HAPPY ONE MONTH SINGLE on the 2nd of April and i've survived with M for .. half a month? unsure.

im no more the girl you used to know. i've been zone-ING and keeping mum most of the time for the past few days and i will only talk if there is a need to. i forced my smiles and i will only laugh if i feel laughing or else im expression-less. deep inside, im crying - unsure of the reason why? i prefer, sleeping all day long and blasting the music to the max rather than roaring and screaming like some idiot. i choose my people. i'll talk, smile and laugh if i like you and if i don't i'll talk to you in the pissed off manner, you'll know it. but at the end of the day, there will be someone who will fill my day with lots of laughter and happiness. i get irritated easily and i don't entertain people anymore. one last thing, im sick of pleasing! and yes, thanks to fiie for making my day ♥

baby is this love for real?
let me be in your arms to feel --
your beating heart baby.
the beating of your heart baby.
they know about me & M already but too bad we're just friends
& i think, its impossible for us
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MONDAY,TUESDAY,WEDNESDAY,THURSDAY,FRIDAY: no updates for a reason,been busy with school or should i say LAZY instead?

P/S: i've changed my hp & its one that i've been eyeing, SE Z770I, as well as my contact number. how wonderfool!

SATURDAY : i had a fabulous time after sending dearest siblings to mendaki, dearest momma & i went to westmall and we even planned to go to jurong east after that. upon reaching, we went to the library and GUESS WHO I SAW INSIDE?! UNEXPECTEDLY, DEAREST DYA! she was alone and after much talking, i left momma alone and accompanied dya to cck as she wanted to make her ez-link card.

after everything done, we drop by LOT ONE for awhile and inside we saw this newly open COTTON ON outlet. oh my god, their items were F* cheap after the 50% promotion. i thought of buying but half of me says "NO" and the other half says "YEAH, BUY IT!". so we went for out lunch at LJS first and at the same time consider about the offers. after much thinking, we went back to the store and purchase a long-tanktop-tunic-look alike each. we were about to head home when dearest auntie call up and she says that she wants to meet me there. upon her arrival, dya & i went on our seperate ways.

auntie & i went to almost every store to look for her makeup stuffs but couldn't find any so we happen to walk past the COTTON ON shop and pop in, again. we were browsing through when she asked me to grab something there. so i took 2 babydoll top and a black cardi. how awesome! i wanted to grab a pair of shades as well but i didn't. afterwhich, we cabbed down to westmall and had our dinner at sakae sushi. after having a whole lot of sushis, we went to this makeup store and bought a whole bunch of makeups. train back home and rest-ed , wash up and hit bed.

SUNDAY : end of the week i've been lieing on the bed most of the time. had BREAKFAST, LUNCH AND DINNER all in one shot. i didn't touch a single schoolwork and books, haven't been revising much. the time now is 10:49pm and im done with updating for this week. after this, im gonna hit bed without even packing for tml school. goodnight ♥

oh-my-F*-god! the video of us being fooled by them has been uploaded on YOUTUBE.
watch the video & laugh your F* ass out :] spot me inside *hints : the one in spongebob tee*
this video is related to my post on Friday, 14March2008, http://wawaohlala.blogspot.com/2008_03_14_archive.html

and i received an email from them & this is what it says :

Mission:Singapore Join us. 30/0309, 3.30pm. Open area Outside The Cathay.‏
From:Mission Singapore (mission.singapore@gmail.com)
Saturday, March 22, 2008 9:02:40 AM
Mission: 'Withhold'
Meeting point: Outside of 'The Cathay'. At the open space.Date: 30th March 2008 (Sunday)
Time: 3.30pm. Please bepunctual
Attire: Something casual and comfortable enough to dance in *winks.
Things to bring:
1. An mp3 player.
2. A party whistle, the kind with the rolled up tip that would unroll each time you blow on it (optional)
3. A cardboard party hat (optional)

For this mission, we are withholding the details of the act. It is for a practical reason, to allow maximum flexibility. We have several ideas on what exactly we could be doing but which exactly we would be doing depends on the number of people turning up? Telling the act now would limits us to that act only but leaving it blanks gives us flexibility.The act depends on the number of agents that shows up on that day, the higher the numbers, the better it will be. With a greater number, we can do bigger and better acts. So please help us get the numbers, tell your friends, your family, your colleagues and your friends. Yes your friends. Spread through word of mouth, email, sms, whatever. Just spread the word. We have videos on youtube, use them, send the links to your friends. Tell them to join our mailing list. mission.singapore@gmail.com and show them our forum.
Yours truly Agent Caboosukin
Mission:Singapore

P.s. Don't miss out on this one. GET EVERYONE YOU KNOW TO BE A PART OF THIS. About this email, because there isn't any mission document, you can forward it to people. BUT PLEASE REMOVE THE LIST OF EMAILS BEFORE FORWARDING. REMOVE THE STRING OF EMAILS THAT IS AT THE TOP OF THE EMAIL.-- Mission:SingaporeWe put the scene in Singapore.We organise fun for fun.

to contact them :
http://www.youtube.com/user/MissionSingapore
mission.singapore@gmail.com http://www.improveverywhere.ning.com/group/missionsingapore

how time flies, it's already the second term of school and soon without me even realizing it, i'll be out of BBSS and prolly already in POLY? SHATEC? NAFA? will talk about this again, when the right time comes :] FOR NOW, just concentrate on the upcoming exams and Ns *SIGHS*

credits: http://www.aishyahsimpson.blogspot.com/(grab through there)

NURHIDAYAH RAHMAT ( the one in red ) with her AWESOME! AWESOME! newwww haircut :] (dyaB, our fringe looks the same uh?! no originality -_- hahahaha) and your face looks like KEANAK-ANAKKAN :]

DEAREST WIK- NUR SAHEERA TAN ( the picture is sooo UNGLAM)
cute enough for you? :] wanna know more, dial 813xxxxx
she wrote something for me and i'll be posting it here, so this is what she wrote :

TO : SHARIFAH ADILLA AKA WAWA

see, they are on it for almost two years. but sth just had to happen.
she tried to save the relationship but it came to no avail.
but shes glad det she let hym go. what hurts the most was,
he dosent even give it a second though abt e seperation.
she cant do anythink but to face reality. & there she goes wondering

" and as i rest agains this old hard wall, will you pass me by.
will you critisize me as i sit & cry. i had fought so hard to win e battle.

i tot i won it all but only to find out e war has just begun.

will my weakness for a day make me suffer for a lifetime?
is there anyway to turn beq e clock & make me whole again"
but all she saw was, there was only more qns den anws.

in her most desperate circumstances, she stand up & say
" please, can i have one more chance to start again? "
& as she slowly slide down e cold hard wall wishing upon the star she said , " my love, your so far far away".
hands together, making a wish. her wish was to be wid hym again.
she wud sacrifise anything just for hym

and as she crawled to her bed ; hoping to fall asleep soon
ges wad? she saw his photo by her bed. but all she coul say was,
" for no, just a peck of kiss for you, my ex love" MEANING? - shes slowly moving on

psst ; heres some advice, move on. dets life, baby :)

*wik

ANOTHER ONE.

there they go ; talking happily one moment, betraying & lying to each other the next minute. see, this was the story.
they were a happy couple once. going on to two years.
but this guy crushes her heart badly det she just had to say ;
" baby, i think we should go our seperate ways "
w/o no hesitation or a minute of thinking, he said YES.
& there she goes, hungging up the fone. talking the pillow & cover her face, shouting " i hate you cos i love you "
pressing the pillow harder, hoping that the pillow itself will just end her lifesaving from the misery business.
shes just too rited ot it. she gave hym her everything.

& she noe she dosent deserve this. & now and then, shes thinking in confusion what happened to forever.
what happened to ILYF? what happened to hys promises?
what happened to the promise where he said " i'll never leave you"
what has happened to us now?
she searched everywhere, high & low to find her anws to her ques
& only to find out that htere was only more ques than anws. so there she goes crying. but wait a minute, she cant go on crying her eyes out till blood det comes out. she has a wonderful life ahead of her.

so why should she waste her fucking tears on this shits & she know shes much more stronger cos she know losing a guy she once loved, it dosent mean her world will stop revolving. so she said " i wont cry cos its over, i'll smile cos its over"& to hym or them, may you get your karma soon & if your just starting to move on, ive moved on since ytd. your so ytd.

" its not too late to start life anew, someone will always be there for you " from M :]

i still went out with yusof yesterday & he only confirmed with me on the day itself, in the afternoon, saying that he's going to meet me at woodlands mrt at 2pm. he's sucha an arseole for informing me last minute, i swear im not going to make any plans to go out with him again. another thing, he said he is going to treat me, but he didn't. inilah dinamekan janji melayu, tak pernah menepati janji2 mereka.

so as usual, i was late. i made him waited for almost an hour. served you right, thats the punishment for telling me last minute plan. upon reaching, we head to the cinema to so called booked the tickets, STEP UP 2 : the streets. out of cp and went over to meetup at his friend's crib which is just nearby. we headed back to cp, together with his friend, half an hour before it starts. when the movie ended, we went to eat, wherelse but you guys fave fastfood, ljs. im so sick of ljs. when i went out with this person, ljs, that person, ljs, everytime, ljs, ljs, ljs, can i have something else? like bk? or pizza? pastamania? or maybe swensens? you pay. afterwhich, i followed him back to his crib and slack there for awhile. out from his crib around 9 plus and cabbed home. definitely, he was the one paying for it
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two straight days i went out & two straight days too, i've been getting home "late". curretly, im feeling sleepy & lethargic. schools re-opening soon & i gotta get plenty of rest or else when school starts, i'll be feeling extremely lethargic every single day.

it's been a hell fucking long time sinced dya&i postponed this thang ; to buy our long awaited art materials. after the friday prayers, me&dya together with syakir went to art friend at bras basah complex. upon reaching, we quickly searched for the stuffs that we wanted and fuck, i really hard a hard time deciding on which and which to buy as my budget was tight. i could only afford to spend max 10bucks as i had forgotten to ask dearest momma for extra money. during the search, dya&syakir started comlaining of hunger & their stomachs were rumbling. after everything was done, we quickly made our way to the nearest fastfood restaurants.

on the way there, there was this crowd which caught our attention, in the middle, there was this painter who was painting. first look, i thought he must be some street painter and maybe he's out here to be an attention seeker. we stood there like some idiots looking at him painting. after a few minutes, i realised that there's nothing on the canvas. there was this group of people at the side saying that there's a painting of this and that and that on the canvas when there's actually nothing! almost everyone could see except for some of us. i personally think that the comments they gave " yeah, i can see, i can see " were damn sarcastic and i was right. when everything ended, everyone went on seperate ways. suddenly there was this group which we saw earlier at the crowd asking us to approach towards them. it is said that they were actually on a mission, the painter including them was all in this together, out to fooled us. i was RIGHT! there was this buyer who bought the blank canvas and a piece of artwork from the painter for 700bucks. 700bucks! i could buy a new handphone and psp *gosh* the buyer too was in this thang too.

afterwhich, we head to marina square and had our lunch-cum-dinner at bk. we were happily eating, talking cock, gossiping and laughing out loud like nobodys business when i realised it was already almost to 7. then we head to esplanade, raffles place, started to camwhored and head back home. i effing hate long mrt rides, shouldn't have taken through the red line and reached home almost to 9.

currently, im so fucking pissed off. they actually celebrated my grandmother birthday when i wasn't around just now, how unfair! and fuck, fuck, fuck, i totally forgot to find for her a birthday present when i went out. she said she dosen't want any presents, all that she ask for is for me to mend my ways/behaviour and be a better person. my uncle was the one who bought the cake and foods. can't you just celebrate it on the day itself, which is tomorrow?! i hope that there will be a proper celebration for grandma's birthday again together with dearest brother birthday, which is next week.

and in advance, i would like to wish dearest beloved grandmother, HAPPY 60th BIRTHDAY :] i always say "i hate you", scold vulgarities and stuffs towards her. im very sorry. i know i've been an ill-bred granddaughter. the truth is, i do love her, very much. when she falls sick, i will always get worried because im afraid that she will go, i don't want her to go. i want her to see the process of me growing up. i just wish that she will live up to 90plus like my dearest beloved grandfather.

pictures : theres more but i just can't be bothered to update everything, so here are some

all in all, i had a wonderful time today, be it with family or friends. thanks for making me laugh like some mad woman :] and for now, im off to bed, goodnight darlings

*ergh* stupid aches are everywhere